I have had a not so great week as far as how I have been feeling. I have had a great week with all of my friends that faithfully support me, emotionally and physically. They all selflessly give of their time to sit with me, whether it be here at my house or with them at theirs.
I can not, and do not kow if there are even enough words to express what this means to me. I just pray and ask that some day you are all shown the same kindness and love that you have all shown to me!!!!

I got in trouble the other day from Travis. I had told him that my headaches have returned. He asked me if I had contacted the dr and told him of this and I told him no I had not. Well that was not what he wanted to hear. So the next morning (Monday) I called the office and talked to the nurse. They told me to continue taking tylenol, and to let her know if my weight goes up or anything else changes....so last night after I tried for the first time in 2 months to go to Bunco, I got home and I was having a pain when I would take deep breaths. Needless to say this morning when I weighed myself I was up 4lbs from yesterday. So once again that prompts another call to the dr office. My dr is out of town until Thursday, however the nurse is going to talk to the other dr that will be in, in the morning and call me back...I really get so tired of having to say that something else has changed, calling the dr, and just going through the whole process.

On another note, I have been reading Choosing to SEE by Mary Beth Chapman. WOW what a heart wrenching, but Amazing book!!!!!! It is awesome to see how they were wonderful stewards of the LOVE of CHRIST during the circumstances that Satan tried to use to tear them apart.
I can only pray that this is somehow what my circumstances will bring about. I pray daily that I continue to look to HIS face, and not be drawn in by all of the "changes" that I have going on.
This is not something that is easily done, but it is something that I choose to do daily. I know that with GOD helping me his light will shine through at least some of the time!!!

I will leave with a few verses thatI read in the book.

Now it is required that those who have been given a trust must prove faithful.
1 Corinthians 4:2

The theif comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have life and have it abundantly. John 10:10

I have said these things to you, that in me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart, I have overcome the world! John 16:33